| To the world you might just be one person... |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|10:36 pm] |
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| | Incubus-The warmth | ] |
...But to one person you might be the world. It's been a while. I seem to have a problem writing in this everyday. I just read my last entry, Ultra was ok the drum and bass tent was out of control. My beans sucked but its all good. Things right now are pretty shitty, but hey life's a bitch and then you die.Appreceate all you have b/c you never know when shit is going to slip away. Life is crazy, I got smacked with reality hard as fuck and that bitch left a brews. One that's big,purple,and hurts like hell. Everyday I find myself thinking "am I going crazy?" I used to be a negative person, fuck the world and everyone in it type. Now after realizing my life doesn't have a stop, pause, or rewind button; I feel that I should try to have as much fun as I can. "Start a Revolution" ... right if it was that easy there would be total kayos. I wish I could start a revolution. I would eliminate violence & hate, and replace it with peace, love and happieness."All you need is love" right? What's the point, when I wake up tomorrow there will be another man shot, woman raped, and kid that over dosed. Be smart about the things you do..literally use a condum,research on drugs. If people where knowledgeable about the things they do a lot of bad things could be prvented.But all in all addiction is a killer. Well, my baby is ok now ..she will be home soon. Time to go do bullshit work for teachers who don't even look at it. ~Peace~ |
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| It seems to rain everytime im sad ..weird. |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|10:38 pm] |
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| | 2pac and biggie-Runnin | ] |
Today sucked! Until i saw Luis. Thank you, for things you will never understand...your amazing. ULTRA is in 16 days!!!! Oh shit , i wasn't going to go but how can i pass up something HR's made into an art! (Blow up! BOOM!) Chilled with lil dito,and now im sitting on my bed using my brothers Lab top... this shit is cool. Man i cant wait till Thursday St. Patrick's Day ! Party at Marissa's heeeeey! GGG GGG GGG G-UNIT! Bryan i missed you today. Luis is out of work g2g ...it sucks that he works everyday at the time when we used to chill..oh well we make it work.
Peace ~High Rollers~ |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2005|10:08 pm] |
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| | The Rain | ] |
...Bad morning, woke up at around 1:30 due to pain from severe cramps. I never get cramps!!! Hey Bryan we have to video tape Mr. Hunt watching that movie..and dancing !!! lol hahaha he's to much. Today was ok, a little cold and long but after school I saw Luis before he was off to work and of course that made my day. Just got back from the gym and im sleepy ::yawn:: ::yawn:: Im out ~Peace~ |
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[Mar. 1st, 2005|07:02 pm] |
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| | To resist is to piss in the wind... | ] |
"Comin home from the beach/seeing bitches with a lot of cheese/ with michelle beggin plz/on her knees/to keep away from the creeps/..." My free stylin on the way home from the beach seems to be a trip ..or maybe everyone was as drunk as i was. Today was another FCAT day and Luis (my love) picked me up early ( with Gizmo ..Hi Gizmo!!!)and i met up with michelle and Kim and we headed over to the beach. Papa Perkins joined us and endded up the designated driver. Now im home and exhausted and Luis is at work :( im going to go lay down ..im still sick ~blah~ Peace Love Happiness! |
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| Kill A Cop! |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|06:46 pm] |
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| | Pocallik | ] |
Can you say AMAZING weekend!!! Saturday was our one month and we went camping. It was awesome we took our own car had our own tent, own bed, good food, that goose and so much more ... I had an awesome time! Today was FCAT and I got signed out early .. tomorrow Luis is taking me out early again ..fuck that sitting in a room for 4 hours shit! Luis started his job today at UPS, he made me breakfast before he went to work (your the best babe!) and I got to see with his boots and gloves. Your a hottie!!! Im off to go eat ..and probably burn one :0) Peace ~High Rollers~ |
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| It's been a while... |
[Feb. 24th, 2005|03:28 pm] |
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| | Does my fan count? | ] |
It's been a while since i have written a thing in here and I happened to be board so I decided that ill use it if I have it. Last weekend was crazy as fuck I had so much fun ... "Kim have you seen the mushroom man?" This weekend Luis and I are going camping for our one month! <3<3 Now im sitting on my bed writing, and all that I can seem to think about is how lucky I am. Luis your amazing! Today was early release and the High Rollers and "G"-"Mama!" smoked with Luis (a fatty)....waiting for Luis to come over. LaLaLa Man tomorrow I have to stay after school and help make a car for Grease (sign language) This Sucks!! Screw Grease! |
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| ~*High Rollers*~ |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|02:27 pm] |
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| | Diesel Boy | ] |
Can you say AMAAAAZING!!! Thank you michie de la 430 :0) for waiting for me! Muah!& kIM of course. Day Started ..blah ...mikey came with me to dolphin Much better. Go get kim from work...Much Much better...Mikey arrives NIRVANA!!! Armondo i hope your mommy feels better. Luis=Holla Holla Chichi= chill with that! PEACE |
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| You can't escape what makes you tragic ...you know |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|06:00 pm] |
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| | Emery-Walls | ] |
Man I always forget to update this thing. This weekend was homecoming...it wasn't that fun. If you want a place to chill some blunts and walk on the beach then my hotel was the best but they were assholes about the amount of people you had in each room and made me kick 7 people out. It SUCKED! This weekend is valerias birthday and im not sure what where doing but I hope it is more fun than last's.
Armando- 215_legalize Marissa <3<3Nick<3<3 |
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[Sep. 27th, 2004|12:10 pm] |
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Wow..has it really been two weeks? My life looking back is a blur right now, im not sure if it is due to the immense amounts of pain that ive learned to deal with or the fact the everything's been crazy. In the last two weeks I lost a man that was extremely close to me, realized Jose's true feelings, noticed my brother has yet to stop doing drugs..and much much more. More being things like almost completely loosing nicky. When you know nothing but one person for everyday of the last six years, being apart can cause great pain. Last night she finally called me and we tried to settle it all. I found myself crawling deeper and deeper in a hole as time went by. After Paco passed away the one and only thing I wanted was to go to FSU with Valeria..later I found that there wasn't enough room for Chris(ricardos best friend) so I willingly gave up my seat. On Friday I thought that Michelle and I were just going to head over to the alley get drunk and pass out. Little did I know that my husband had plans that sounded a lot more exciting. In 2nd period Bryan told me he was planning on going to Tiesto! I went nutts!! Not only do I love tiesto but the atmosphere is amazing. So after school I presented the idea to Michelle, who at first was hesitant. Kim and I already had our mind set on going and all we needed was Michelle..after only about 20 minutes of back and fourth calling we persuaded Michelle to come with us. We all got dressed, got our clovers, and got the necessities. Bryan and Marshall so graciously picked us up and we were off! As soon as we got in the car our first clovers were gone. By the time we pulled up to bay front we all were about to burst b/c while inching in line we heard the opening screams of the worlds best Dj Tiesto. Dancing and partying in line made it seem to move fast. As soon as we got in Kevin was waiting for us with Amanda, Deanna, Ceiara, Claudia, Mariana, Katriana...and MANY more. I was so happy I could cry. It was a feeling I hadn't felt in so long...Happiness.We all danced our asses off and had a great time. I was fortunate enough to meet some really nice people such as Justin, and nick..Bryan the love of my life took care of us all night and when it was over took us home. Marissa had a crazy after-party in her room that consisted of about 25-30 people can you say packed! Not falling asleep till 6:30 in the morning caused extreme exhaustion and all of Saturday was spent just lounging around. At night I went to Joe's house to celebrate his B-day but it had to be rescheduled due to the hurricane. Sunday was cool Michelle and I went looking for her homecoming dress and we found some crazy outfits for some upcoming events. Later we went to Jeff's BBQ and munched out, went to Bryan's watched a movie. After Bryan's I went home and then Jose called me to chill so I went to his house for a little while then came home. When I was with Jose yesterday I noticed something different ..and it was about me not him and I think it had a lot to do with Friday. I honestly think Friday opened my eyes to realize what it exactly it is that I want. I didn't go to school today b/c I had crazy cramps and a sore throat .. I miss Valeria and Katy!!!!!!! come back ! <3<3 much love |
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| Another Wedneday... |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|10:17 pm] |
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| | My hampsters on thier wheel ... | ] |
Today school was ok ..i was happy Mr.Hunt moved our test to Friday :0) After school i went to spec's to try and return my ozzfest tickets b/c it was canceled due to the Hurricane Francis's that also ruined Lexis's B-Day.Bryan called me today so i could see his PIMP PT cruiser so i went by and then he got the crazy idea of coming with me to night school ..I didn't care b/c last week (our first day) we had a sub. LOL we were so late and he walks in and goes "man I got to pee" and walked out it was mad funny .. then he walked back in asking if it was English hahaha! Well, anyway he spent the whole time waiting for me to get out awww.. I ended up dippin with him at my brake time .. after taking my crak head picture lol (valeria you know what im talking about ). So0o0 Bryan rolled out! like Luda to his casa and went in the pool...he gave me some crazy shorts and i felt like surfer lol well what do you know ..a freakin HUGE toad is chillin durr next to the pool (chich=scurred of fogs)i was freaked so we went in the Jacuzzi instead and we got itchy ..lol so i jumped in the pool not caring about that damn frog! W/e then after changing i flew .. literally to go get kev..came home and now im talking to jose#2 lol <3<3 well homes im out* -- |
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| 5-day overview coming soon ... |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|10:50 am] |
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I miss my girlies(lexi,chode,valeria,deeand all you other crazys..yes you too matt :0) |
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| Hurricane..ive yet to experiance one |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|07:07 pm] |
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| | The sound of my computer fan.. | ] |
Well valerias gone :( ..nickys birthday was spent without me! Last night the sub from night school was CRAZY! Last night was straight and the sec. i got home passed out. Valeria and Dee slept over i think Dee left her cell phone charger at my house. Anyways i spent all morning putting up shutters ALONE (woman power) and then i went and got a 24 pack and 2 six packs you know im party-in!!!Well im out stay safe everyone <3<3<3 |
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| Omg! |
[Aug. 28th, 2004|10:46 am] |
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| | The man moing the lawn next door... | ] |
Another shity week..the begining was good but on thursday night it all started. Jose and i got into the bigest fight we have ever been in and he smashed my phone, so now its extreamly hard to contact people.Then yesterday...friday night had just hit up two parties and i was going to cold stone to kick Valintinos ass..with so much on my mind and i got rear ended! It was some fat bitch that just ended up leaving and i really didn't even care b/c nothing bad happened to my car and the 7 people in it were ok. It just so happens that i get in a crash right when i dont have a cell phone, thank god for all the people there with me. I was in pain so i went home and luckly my awesome parents wernt mad. Then again ..it wasn't my fault so w/e. But any who my friday night was ruined! Today or tomorrow im hoping to get my tatt. that will be my stress reliver for the week before i go kick Matts ass!!! _Im out_ |
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| Chew your shoe! |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|09:43 pm] |
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| | Dropkick Murphys-Finnagen's Wake | ] |
The last three days are a blur..ive been seeing the love of my life everyday after school and he makes me happy! :0) well..what a day. It all started at 7:00 when my mother and i got in a horrible fight while i was driving..i went to school so angry and jose was sleeping(he was the only person i wanted to talk to) all i was looking foward to was lunch to have some time just to chill.After getting my food brit. and i were walking to our spot and they stoped me and told me to go to SCSI i was so mad! for my shirt!!! it was reviling my sholders and thats a distraction.Well bitch so is my face!!! oh! anyways after school valeria and i went to palmetto to sign up for night school then went to sunset, i needed one of those metal cigarette boxes for ozzfest next weekend.When i droped off vale i met up with michelle and the crew then went to Moe's for the first time yummy! Michelle and i ate so much.Then we met at the studio for FATE'S band practice..it was fun.Talking to babe...im out. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2004|08:58 pm] |
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| | Atreyu-you eclipsed by me | ] |
Well yesterday was fun..i sent all day eatting shit with mikey (not kim's) and then Michelle called and asked if i wanted to go to a 24 hours to live show at the alley..so i took a shower and we dipped. Drank about 6 beers so i was chillin then went inside and saw a kick ass show F.A.T.E played and they wernt suposed to i was so excited! Well after the show we went to jeffs and chilled/drank it was straight. Alex dropped us off at around 3:00 and i nocked out.Things for me haven't been so good latly but this weekend was fun. Also yesterday Kim called asking if my lip got swollen when i got my tatts..(it didn't ) so0o i asked why she wanted to know and she said b/c Roca was going to get a tatt there ..that pissed me off that was my thing ..be diff..but w/e she didn't end up getting it so i was content.I mean its not a big deal but i guess i felt like valaria when Kim got her lip pierced.So0o anyways i just finished watching bad santa..it was ehh. |
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| What a week.. |
[Aug. 21st, 2004|12:41 pm] |
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| | U2- New Years Day | ] |
Wow the first week of hell is over! My week wasn't bad till Thursday when i found out a bunch of shit.Yesterday i went to Newmans party, it was straight..i meet dochie so i was happy! :0) Jeff's brought his keg so i was sraight up chillin ..i didn't get drunk for some odd reason i guess Ireland build up my tolerance.After Newmans i went to see Eddy because he's leaving today to school. :0( im going to miss him so much...but im going up there to visit so it's all good.Finally when i got home it was around 2:00 and my eyes couldn't even stay open, but i couldn't sleep due to Mr.Spicy & Mr.Fancy Pants (my hampsters)! Damn them. Im going to go take a shower since i smell like beer and cigaretts. ~later~ |
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| Bulky |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|05:40 pm] |
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| | Atreyu-Lip Gloss And Black | ] |
Today was the first day of school...it wasn't bad I have a really good friend in every one of my classes. Lunch is good too I have tons of people not val :0( ..She seemed sad in 5th per. I wish I could have done something. Im so tired waking up at 5:45 is not cool. Man I can't wait till ozzfest Atreyu! Slipknot! Chode watch your feet in 6th!!! :0) Tomorrow CPI damn I haven't had pizza in a long time.So yea came home ate and went to chill with joe..and now im talking to bryan online.Well im going to go do that shower thing...later niggaz! |
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| Empty Had.. |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|11:47 am] |
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| | Mindless Self Indulgance- Bring the pain | ] |
Last night at around 3:30 in the morning Jose's probably drunk ass called me. Why, you ask? I don't know, he left me a message saying that he knows something about me or something like that. W/e fuck that. It's hard to believe that two people who loved each other so0o0o much could get to a point of utter disgust...Last day of summer! I had a good summer though so no complaints here of going back. Ireland was amazing and I met a lot of new people. I never thought that Valaria and I would become friends like we have..she's awesome and we have a lot in common. Can't forget Kim she's been my girl for a while but defiantly did my time with her this summer :) Party at Kim's! Tomorrow we go back to the immaturity, gossip, work, wrist slitters and legs open, whores. |
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| what a day .. |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|06:34 pm] |
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| | Distillers- City of Angels | ] |
Well last night i went to Jeff’s house and chilled for a while then went and got Val, Went to chodes..why b/c it was her BIRTHDAY!!!! :) After giving her love we went to mark Newman’s going away party which was pretty fun. Jeff left with Alex& Michelle. And we left to Kim’s. Hmmm..so i get a call from my brother who is at this chicks house with some friends eating shit and he wanted me to go chill with him (yes, my brothers my best friend) so i got the girls address. After deciding that it was to far from Kim’s house, we went to Cold stone to see Mr. Matt Valintino, yummy ice cream! Slept at Nicky‘s with her and Val... This morning i was awaken by a call from my mother saying that eddy's dad called and said that him and Kevin never came home. This was around 8:30 in the morning. I rushed home to keep my mother for killing herself or throwing up. By this time Eddy's mom had called every hospitals in Miami as well as the jail. They where no where to be found. I somehow remembered the chicks address that my bro had giving me last night and i headed over there. Luckily i found my way there and saw Eddy's car in the drive way. So i went in and raised hell for scaring the shit out of all of us. I also Mariana and Deanna :0) <3<3 So0o yea that was my morning then Jeff called saying he want to see me to night so i felt better. He's the nicest guy ever! Later i went to urban outfitters and got a book bag and a H-I-M folder!!! oh yea!!! Now I am sitting here jamming to the Distillers and Slayer. Nice combo. Well anyways I am going to go do that shower thing ...later |
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[Aug. 13th, 2004|08:01 pm] |
just to update everyone, jose and i are not together...no roca, you can't fuck him. =]
i'm getting my car soon..it's not as hot as lexies though.Its nickys last year of school then what :( i have val!!!! kim got her lip pierced the other day ...what else hmm..erins back but her punk ass doesn't pick up the phone.well im out to newmans going away party! ~peace~ |
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